Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah. First post in 2012? Hehe. It's been a loooooooong time since I last blogged. I've been busy.. doing nothing and my computer broke down, hmm? 

BTW, SELAMAT BERPUASA! HAPPY FASTING! RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!

Since I'm an emo person, I'll be blogging emo things.. Hehe. This year is my graduation year!! Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kejayaan kepada hambamu ini.. 
I won't be seeing most of my friends. How I'll miss you guys. Aigoo. 


Lately, the scar in my heart has been opened. Making it bleed profusely again. I shouldn't be so weak to let something ignite the wound. It's to the point that makes me think I'm seriously desperate. Desperate for you. Thank God, you're not reading this. You know, I actually searched back the mail you've given me before.. And you know how they say "empty promises"? Well, you just did it. I don't know, but am I sticking to the promise? First and last is nothing but bullcrap, right? Oh, that hurts. I don't even know why I'm doing this for you. No one understands, not even me. But, the thing is, no matter how many people laugh and nonchalantly waved off the topic, it affects me deeply okay? On the surface, people think lightly of it, but they're not the one going through it. It's me. I don't think you understand it either. It's just that you've carved your name too deep and it's hard to erase it. I know, that it's impossible. I don't even know why I have such high hopes eventhough I know it's totally impossible. 


"Impossible is not a word, it's just a reason for someone not to try." Does it ring a bell? You tweeted this. And, do you know what I meant on my Twitter profile? I'm just too.. weak, I guess. 


Anyways, I know it's impossible. And one-sided and all, so I've to slowly bury you back. Deeeeep down. 


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