movie .. terpakse tahan rasa sakit hati .

godd ! yesterday i gy tgk movie with Aqilah , Amalina , Henna && Hanani .. my mum , sis && uncle && aunt .

and , actually , my sis && me dah happy2 urhs nk tgk movie . skali2 , my mum kater Henna aderr .. so , ktorg blg mk ktrg suruh cancel .. but , my mum asked , ' u gadoh ngan henna ?' i was lyked , tk urhs . dlm hati .. ' a'ah . '


then , lyke i've guessed , de ckp sumer psl Syaf && Suhair . de nk call Suhair , tpy tk jady .. tu tyme mkn kaat pastamania ? aperr2 lerr , namer kedai tuu . then , i dont want to eat .. tkderr selera .. tpy , i was lyke hungry lyke hell seyh . then , nk step emo .. so , i blg my mum i nk ' hang around ' kaat .. erm .. yg ktorg tgk bawah tuu .. kaat tamp mall . idk wat's the name . haha ! bodoh seyh aku .. so , emo-ing over there .. cuz ikt me .. wah , good model perr ? i mean lyke Henna && Hanani . godd ! they irritate me in a way that they dont noe , they irritate me . aperr seyh aku beboal . tk fhm , tkperr . klau fhm , bagus .

so , tgk movie .. && guess wat , its a midnight movie .. && i slept . first tyme seyh aku tido kaat movie . abh , Henna's && Amalina's laughing wake me up . kuat , dok ! sorry , Amalina . hehe . tpy , Henna nyer lagy kuat urhs .. tpy , still .. kejutkaan org tido . then , i forced myself to watch the movie .. && i was lyke crazy tau biler i tido .. drg ketawa .. sumer org ketawa , so i step ketawa .. action2 tgh tgk .. tpy tgh tido . haha ! gyler seyh . tpy , i dont laugh lyke smpi org dgr urhs .. cumer smile jerr .
senyuman kaan manis . wth seyh ngan me .

maybe , i'll stop here .. my heart beats non-stop , igt psl Ain's && Maryam's && Nur Afiqah's && Siti Aisyah's advice .
but , i had to lie to Aisyah .. but she noe that im lying . hmmph !
my head's going to explode ! saper kaat sini baik sgt2 smpi leyh ajak me gy beach kerr utk rehatkaan ini minda && hati ?

im in a loss .

Hold on !
actually , i wanted to post some posts abiut me being bullied by my juniors , even my cousin bullied me at school . huhu . actually , she pushed me then i fell down . actually dah stable seyh , then i felt lyke someone pushed me again , that's when i fell .

Big News !

damn my stupid mouth . i kept on saying that sentence and it really did come into life . godd ! i'll tell wat it is , if u asked me directly . gosh !

well , Sorry , Syaf !
this post is lyke an apology to hym .
so , everyone reading this , be my witness . ahceyh !
kayys , just now .. baru jerr .. Henna called me ,
she ; Mariah , kau betol kerr stead dgn Syaf .
me ; erm .. asl ?
she ; jwp dulu .
me ; urhs .. kau jwp aku nyer dulu , baru aku jwb kau nyer ..
she ; well , Syaf hotstuff , abh .. kwn de Suhair pun best jgk .. && ..
[ she told me wat happened ]
me ; [ step tk kesah , haha ! ]
she ; awk , klau kite suker de blh ?
me ; suker urhs .. i dont care seyh .
she ; krg stead kerr tk .
me ; erm .. tk . [ thats a white lie ! my heart was lyke .. only Allah knows ]
she ; bedek urhs ?
me ; ktorg baru break ..
she ; saperr mintakk ?
me ; kt .
she ; why ?
me ; sbb awk suker de ..
me ; [ cant take it anymore ] sorry urhs wak , kt nk taruk . byebye ]
she ; bye .

so , here i am publishing this post . totally seyh , i dont wanna hurt anyones heart right now .
so , Syaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf !
Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryy !
that's a white lie . godd !
i just hope , that syaf doesnt take this seriously seyh .. godd !
ain , hanie , hajar && anyone .. i need a big slap frm all of you .
[wah , tdy hanie sepak sakit seyh ! ] haha .
so , klau krg nk slap .. one cheeck each taus .how many fingerprints will there be seyh .. hahha .
am i stupid or what ? i just dont wanna hurt Henna's feelings seyh ..
i dont care hurting mine .
and , klau i break with Syaf pun .. hope , drg stead .
Syaf , slap my face , please !

sleepover GEREKK !

haizz ..
guess what !
Henna && Hanani sleptover at my house yesterday . actually , i can use the comp at night urhs , pastu tk jadyy ! alermakk . abh , tgk tv .. kpl sumer org block tv .. at last tdo urhs . i was lying while they were lying && sitting && the sleepover were just for ladies && girl . haha ! baik perr ?
then , tdy , lps my mum bgn tdo , Hanani plak , lps tuu Adk , then Henna && lastly , me . haha ! tkleyh bgn seyh ! eventhough tido second . gylerr seyh .
then , Adk && Henna mandi together . SHUTTUP ! dont even comment on this . so , lps tuu Hanani plak .. de mandi punyerr lambat . tk tahan seyh nk msk toilet . hehes ! then , suruh de kluar cpt2 .. then my turn mandi .. lps tuu , Hanani ketuk2 nk msk .. then , de baru jerr nk ketuk lagy , i wnet out . cpt kaan ? 10 mins jerr ! haha .
so , walked to mosque . that's what we do every sunday . then , my ' naik angin ' dtg .. haha ! diam ehk ! nie urhs , si Henna && Adk , tk sbr sgt nk beli bende ! duduk dgr syarahan kaan lagyk bgs . haizz .. so , aperr lagy .. i maj0k urhs ngan drg . mcm bdk kcik ! then , kaat syaharan tuu , asyik2 kluar namer , ' imam Syafie ' && i was lyke alermakk !

ehk , i forgot to say this , drg sleepover my house sbb on saturday ktorg gy science centre .. best seyh ! && ktorg gy woodlands urhs lps tuu , then i gy cari tmpt , dpn out table jerr , a group of boys tgh main card .. abh , i was lyke ..
me ; Henna ! bdk tuu mcm ..
Henna ; kwn ' de ' ..
me ; hehe ! kaan ?
Henna ; a'ah .

so , Syaf ! guess what ! u got 6 compliments . mak oyy ! byk seyh .. ehk , nnty i'll explain it to you (:

so , lps tuu , antar Henna && Hanani blk , && helped them with their homeworks . nie , saya punyer homework , Insya' blm hbs .
SAYA BODOH !
i left my maths workbook at school ! bodoh kaan ? alermakk ! Ain ! sepakk muker aku nie ! haizz .. due date dah lerr tuu on Friday , nary hari aperr ? bodoh ! mesty kene mrh nyer ! makk oyy ! ahhhh !
help me .


p/s : Syaf , thks ehk , u gy upload the video kaat blog .

hmmph .

ehk , ehk !
i remembered something !
im always been bullied by .... haha ! nie sumer , my idea urhs . alermakk , bodoh lerr aku nie ! hmmph .
skrg , mesty my tudung kene tarik , nk dkt terbuka seyh . alermakk !
haizz , so terpakse btlkaan tudung blk .. watever urhs .
ktorg friends perr .
nk tarik , tarik urhs .. aslkaan my tudung taak terbuka , klau ye pun , in a good manner , haha !
&& klau saya jmp awk , urghs .. watever urhs .
my adk said ; ' u act mcm jht seyh . '
[ wah , saya baik perr ? terima kaseh ! ]
haha .

Happy Birthday (:

okayy , dah lamer taak post , im very busy lately . actually, i was avoiding hym , but , i cant . haizz ..
so ,
Happy Birthday ;

Mama !
Aliff Aziz !
Ros Fatimah !
Syifa' !
&& Ain's 2nd bro , Farzan !

its actually , belated birthday . haha . sorry !

anyways , smlm , gy Sakura to celebrate my mum's birthday after school . So , siap2 , tuu sumer . lagy skit nk cancel , but , i was lyke .. ' ehk , cpt lerr .' && ' ehk , pergy ! i lapar tau ! ' haha .
mkn2 && watever , abh my mum suruh my adk amik longan , abh my adk amik .. she cover the longans with her hand urhs , abh my mum kater , ' wah , byk nyer .' then , when my adk lift her hand , guess aderr braper ! aderr 4 ajer . 4 longans . i was lyke , ' wah , byk ye . ' sindir lerr katakaan . so , my mum & me ketawa2 . haha .

hmmph , nk boal aperr ehk ? im soo forgetful . haha ! btw , i lyke to hang out with primary 6 , drg fun ! hehe .

ehk , actually .. i wanted to post something , but i totally forgot . haiyo . i think .. omg ! i have already remembered .
Ain && Hajar is fighting , && im in the middle . i kwn dgn each other , nnty , i jgk left alone . alermakk . si Ain dgn Maryam , so mase tuu , ngah maj0k dgn Hajar , abh dah friends balik . yay ! i mean , me && hajar . ain && hajar , tk tau smpi biler .. haha !

idola cilik - ku (:

okayy . i wanted to post kiki's && obiet's && cakka's picture , but i only have obiet's && cakka's . so , later .. InsyaAllah , when i noe how to place the youtube video , I'll show it then .

So , kiki nie tk suker amik gmbr kerr ? haha !

obiet (:

cakka (: rmbt de , de taak stylekaan .

cakka (:

ohmygodd !

ohmygodd ! apersal sumer org pandai , saya taak ? hmmph !

ehk , mcm maner naak ltk video kaat youtube ke dlm post nie ?
i was trying really hard but , to no avail . im soo sad . haha !
anyways , Yanaah jahaaat ! Alaw jugak yang baik . haha . ehk , is my suara lembut ? merepekk jerr ! later , i naak anuh polls but , i dont noe how . Zahraaa ! mcm maner naak anuh polls ? alermakk , i dont noe anything .

ehk , tdy kaan dpt blk test paper blk urhs .. abh tchr kater to the whole class i get 10/20 . alermakk ! siapa kater seyh ! i get 13 ! abh , ust terslh mark , abh terpakse minus 1 mark . huhu !

idola cilik (:

ohmygodd !
tdy , idola cilik .. cakka naak out ! abh , i was crying . ahceyh ! mcm aderr aperr2 jerr saya nie . haha . sedih taus . abh , skali2 .. producer kater , nary tkderr org out . happy seyh ! haha . anyways , my mum kater ; cakka && patton naak dkt out sbb drg action . abh , my mum support debo .
then , klau gytu , i support obiet . obiet senyum .. mencairkaan org yg tgk de !

ummu , thank youu (:

Ummu .. ! [ adk fee ; nnty lps i get ur full name baru i adjust ]

thank youuu !
terima kasih ! syukran !
and all languages saying thank you .
thank you taus !
taak expect seyh me that u kasy me cake , haha . anyways , i tgh short of money naak beli , abh u kasi me ..
thank youu taus .
taak caye seyh me . haha .
ehkehk , ktorg makin rapat ehk lps teacher's day biler u mintak me tlg u kaan ?
haha .
thank youu taus . i lovee you [ fee ; jgn jeolous . as a senior to a junior love ]

third party

ehkehk , btw i read my friend's blog .. mostly psl breaking up bcoz of Shariffah Umairah binte Syed Abu Bakar . anyways , klau breaking up bcoz of tthird party .. does that means yg ktorg tk setia to each other or wat ?
hmmph , i think mcm nk try aderr third party . haha .
oops , klau org tuu baca .. jgn mrh taus .
mintak ampun ! haha .

trip to hort park .

kayys , smlm gerekk jugak urhs .
lari2 mcm org gyler kat hort park .
kaki sakit seyh lari2 .. mcm naak patah .
group plak dgn ; jaja , yiin , naz , jannah , aisyah , zahra , syairah , aliah && mariam ali . kene aderr 10 org dlm group ..
abh , nazuha kaan leader , de taak putus asa seyh cari ..
ktorg sumer dah tgh relax2 , ehk , penat tau ! abh , nazuha masih cari2 ..
at last , ktorg dpt 3 btl out of 10 . haha .
at least , aderr yg btl jgk !
and mariam , gy amik video ktorg tgh lari2 mcm org gyler , de kater nk mskkan dlm youtube . yelah tuu !
lps tuu , jaja , yiin && me beli ice-cream && coke zero .
saya minum first && last .. biler minum frist , haha gassy !
last2 dah taak . lols .
anyway , biler tyme blk .. oh my godd !
i hate that bus driver , he's soo cerewet && idk wat .
every students yg naik , mesty de mrh ..
including maarifian .. haizz .
abh , kakak2 yg kaat sblh me ckp ;
' de igtkaan ktorg nie bodoh sgt aperr ?'
haha . && lps berdiri for braper stops , jaja pgl utk duduk kaat seat sblh de .. i mean .. watever urhs .
abh , lps 3 org sblh & dpn gy turun bus ..
aderr plak bdk2 yg duduk depan me ..
drg adk-beradk .. guess wat .
yg adk boy , namer de ; Aqil Syaddad bin Abdul Salam , birthday on 141101 . cutee kaan ?
kakak de plak , idk . i scan adk de nyer ez-link . gyler kaan ?
abh , aderr bdk2 sengkang secondary naik .. drg pun kene mrh .
abh , satu girl nie .. duduk sblh me , abh , tgn de terscratch my eye ..
de ; 'sorry '
me ; 'its okayy '
hahahahaa . anyways , due bdk tuu , turun samer stop dgn me .
abh , biler i gy my mkck nyer umah ,
my mum dah smpi . terperanjat seyh !
slalunyer , i arrived first before my mum . lols .
abh , solat .. then tgk tv , mkn , solat lagy .. then , balik .
penat taus ! haha .

p/s : i think , for one week , InsyaAllah , i dont wanna chat with hym , tgh geraam nie !

huhu ! idk wat to say .
bsk , CCA gy somewhere maner entah ..
port park ? idk lerr ! kat alexandra .
where the heck is that place seyh ? alermakk ! haiyoo .
nary , im soo bored .
hym tk on9 , & for the first tyme ever , i dont care .
coz , im soo damn geram ngan de .

&& yanaah , i think u salah org lerr dek ! itu bkn mine , de tuu byk sgt girls . i dont even noe him seyh . haizz .. ituu pun mistaken . haha .

&& tdy , ckp2 dgn juniors . they are soo fun . even Syakireen , skjp jerr . haha . eiyah is soo damn cutee , haha . and yanaah , yiin & eiyah keep on pushing each other before praying , and i'm in the middle , so .. asyik2 naak terjth . sedih tau . mentang2 aku nie kcik .. ahceyh ! kcik seyh .. i mean ringan .. haha . ehk , drg lbh berat dry me seyh . haha !

anyways , nobody believe me if i say im fat ! alermakk ! saya gemok ! with no babat . haha .
aperr jer , aku beboal . anyways , im still damn mad at that pompan yg ktorg jmp on tuesday kaan ? alermakk , nk maki org blh urhs , tkyah nk maki skola . bodoh ! take that frm me ! hmmph . klau ktorg , or whoever fuck , kau tuu aper ? ahceyh ! geram seyh !!!

for tmr , i dont have sport shoes . im not that type of ppl . i love high heels shoes . haha . nnty , aku tinggi ! haha . && im saving money , other than my mum's birthday , i wanna buy long evening dresses . ahh ! im not that type of person who wears jeans , even though i wore it all the tyme .. && klau nyer pun , dgn dress . i need more clothes && pants . haha . && baju kurung or baju kebaya ! ahceyh ! baju kebaya ? alermakk , terigt psl Aqyf plak . haha .

godd ! on my birthday , i need to go to school . alermakk . i wanna celebrate my birthday at home , at home is more fun . hmmph . at school , lyke nothing happen . hah !

my mum's birthday i in a week tyme , and im dieting to save money for my mum's birthday . i dont have enough money . huhu . my adk said that she does not want to fork out money for my mum's birthday as she wants to save her money to buy lappie .
'ehk , hello . i also want to buy lappie okayy ! but , ma's birthday is more important .' i felt so mad at my sister . she's soo full of herself ! godd !
i need another $20 . haizz ..

Ya Allah , jadikanlah hari jadi ibuku menjadi kenyataan dan jadikanlah ibuku , wanita yang paling gembira di hari jadi nya . Amin .

doakan supaya , saya ada cukup duit utk menyambut hari jadi ibuku , ya ?

Aqyf (:

woohoo ~!
InsyaAllah , i'll go home sendiri .. alone . ku sendiri .. okayy , lina , stoppit . haha . i'll be in freedom on tuesday & friday . InsyaAllah .
tuesday - blk pkl 3.30
friday - blk pkl 4.30- biler2 .. haha .

okayy , guess wat ? i met Aqyf , yesterday . ktorg due kaan budak alim , kan Aqyf .. so , ktorg slalu jmp kaat masjid (: haha .
and Aqyf , muker kau lain seyh ! aku smpi tk knl .. haha .
well , i was walking with my adk .. then , nmpk this boy , pki baju colour dark green .. he was staring at me & smiling ..

me : nie abang aqyf ehk ? [ abg kpd Aqyf ]
me : faiz ?
me : adk , saperr tuu ?
adk : maner adk tau .
me : ouhkayy (:

Aqyf senyum2 mcm aperr , so i look behing me , then look at hym balik .. and , then past hym , de pun gy manaer entah , naik basikal de tuu . haha .
and , Aqyf skrg cutee seyh . haha . but , hym lagy cuteeeeeee . haha . nnty , de jeolous , mampos me ! haha .

P/S : I LOVE YOU

A girl named Melody and a boy named Alex were bestfriends . They always meet up at one of a beach near their houses .

One day , they met as per normal at the beach under their favourite palm tree . They talked and talked and at last , they headed to go home . Before they parted , Melody said , " This maybe the last time we meet ." Alex did not understand , but before he could asked Melody , she had already left .

The next day , Alex went to Melody's house , thinking about what she had said yesterday . To his suprise , he saw a sign saying ' SOLD ' . He went to the beach , dissapointed and confused at the same time . When he reached the spot they usually sat , under the cosy palm tree , he saw a note pinned on the tree .
It said ; " I'm sorry , Alex . I had to go forever , leaving our sweetest friendship memories . "

Alex fell to his knees and started to shed tears .

He noticed a short phrase written at the bottom of the note .
It said ; " p/s : ily .. "
He whispered back ; " ilyt . "


this was a composition written by Ain , Syaf , Rabia , Hanie , Nurul , Me && Sabby . we made this as teacher asked us to make a composition in groups . this is based on friendship & love . sweet right ? haha . perasan .
p/s : Syaf = Syafiyah (: not Syaf .. (:

okayy , being a secondary student is soo fun , espicially getting a blue ez-link card . haha . everyone was walking around , wanting to see each others picture . okayy , my picture ? my face is damn ugly . And , excluding that our beloved teacher , teacher Azlina had quit ! according to teacher Azizah urhs , coz we force tchr Azizah to tell us . And excluding the fact that teacher Adyanti teaches us English , Maths & Science ; actually its kinda okayy AND we had soo much homework . There's homework everyday .

okayy , for CCA tomorrow , we will go to East Coast !!!!! im soo damn happy .

timetable 2009 ;

`monday = 2.30
`tuesday = 2.30
`wednesday = 2.00
`thursday = 2.30
`friday = 4.00

okayy , i wanna talk about wat happened on saturday .
kayys , err .. mummy wake me up for subuh &&

mummy : main urhs comp .
me : * dlm hati * nnty de && org2 sumer taak on9 .
* ckp * urhs , nnty urhs ma . mls urhs .
mummy : naak tdo jerr tau !
me : tklerr , naak baca buku .

then , baca buku ' Kabus Di Perbukitan ' . i didnt believe that at my school library have some love novels . so , after that , spring cleaning . i was sweating , cleaning my blue-colour room , its actuaaly my father's . okayy then , i wanted to bath badly , then my mum ask me to clean the room first , then can bath . so , i clean the room && then , bath .

so , actuaaly we wanted to go to Tahir's house again . but , we didnt coz they wanna go out last minute , so we went to downtown east to eat , then we walk to Henna's house - my idea .
her parents , her small brothers , my mum && my sis went to jb at 6+ , then Hanani , Henna's small sister ask me to play badminton with her , so , we went out , outside her house , and guess wat , i was NOT wearing scarf , crazy right ?!
we just started playing when the , err .. , u-noe-the-'ball' for the game fell down , so Hanani went downstairs to take it . then , she asked me to play at the lift lobby , i dont want . But , she forced me too . so , well , we played at the lift lobby , without wearing scarf . i was lyke .. godd ! then , i tied my hair , erm , my new style of how to make hair nice .. hehe (: nice tau . haha . perasan (:
then , she asked me to play downstairs .. i said that i wanna wear my scarf first , so ran into the house wear scarf then , played downstairs exclude the fact that Henna was scolding us coz we wanna played downstairs . But , she played too . Henna && Hanani was not wearing scarf .
then , we watched tv while playing scrabble at 11+ , then suddenly , we heard a familiar voice shouting downstairs , so we quickly turned off the tv , clean the scrabble , i mean actually we had stopped playing , then we hurried into their room . then , i changed into their clothes , can fit oyy ! && pants pun leyh fit , kurus seyh me . okayy , then , i cant sleep so , i and Hanani was talking about her crush && hym (: haha . then , we heard lyke they were home , so we quickly sleep . then , blablabla .. sleep over all that .

Hanani said that i looked lyke i wanna cry when i heard that my mum && sis had already went home . yeaah , i wanted to cry . crybabyy seyh .
&& Hanani merajuk coz she said that ; ' awk lebih pentingkaan si ' de ' tuu dry kt seyh . '
i was lyke , ' watha ' ?
(:

and whenever i miss hym , i'll go to hys blog and listen to the songs , even though the song is soo boring . haha . no offence .