I found this in the draft of my blog so I thought why not continue it. The date I supposedly wrote it was December 3, 2008. I will not edit what I wrote beforehand but just continue it.

 

1.What's his/her full name?

 

-mdsyafiebinmakmorbinalias

2. Does he or she have a bf/gf?

 

- nope .

 

3. Do you know a secret about him/her?

 

- ok2 urhs .

 

4. How old is the person?

 

- 13

 

5. Has he/she ever cooked for you?

 

- jmp pun tk pernah .., nk cook mcm manerr ??

 

6. Is this person older than you?

 

- yeahh .. by kinda 1 year ..

 

 

(Starting from here onwards is done in 2015)

8. When was the last time you thought of her/him?

- Now?

9. Are you related to this person?

- Hahaha I don't think so. Not anymore though

11. Do you have a nickname for each other?

- Just call each other by our name, "Syaf" "Lina"

12. How many times do you talk to this person in a day?

- Zero since the second half 2009

15. Could you live with this person?

 

- Bukan muhrim

16. Why is this person your number one?

 

- My first guy friend I think?

17. Have you seen this person cry?

- I wish

18. How long have you known this person?

 

- 2007/2008?

19. Have you ever been to the mall with this person?

- I wish, I wish upon a star

 

20. Have you ever had a sleepover with him/her?

 

- Nope

21. If you ever moved away would you miss this person?

- I didn't move but why do I feel this way?

22. Have you ever given this person something?

- Does my heart counts?

 

23. Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?

- Nah

24. Do you know everything about this person?

- Nope but I wish I did

25. Would you date this person's siblings?

- Nah

 

27. Have you ever made something with this person?

- Make troubles? ;D

28. Have you fought before?

- A lot in the past if I'm not mistaken haha

29. Have you and this person got into a fist fight?

- Nuh uh

31. Is she/he on drugs?

- Na'uzubillah min zalik

32. Do you know this person's shoe size?

 

- Sorry :(

33. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?

- Nope

34. Have you and this person made up a hand shake?

 

- Laisa

35. If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?

 

- Hahahaha No thanks

36. Has this person ever seen you dance?

 

- No

37. Have you ever heard this person sing?

 

- I  wish pls

 

39. Do you know this person's friendster password?

 

- :/

40. Do you know this person's best friend?

 

 - Unfortunately no

41. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?

 

- Do you count not talking to each other for 6 years?

42. Does this person cry a lot?

 

- Do you, Syaf?

 

43. Have you met any of this person's ex's?

 

- Yeap haha

 

44. Have you and this person went to the movies?

 

- No

 

45. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?

 

- I don't think so

46. Do you and this person talk a lot?

 

- In the past, yes unfortunately not now

47. Have you hugged this person?

 

- Nope

48. Has this person love you?

 

- I would love to know the answer as well

49. Do you love this person?

 

- Maybe

 

50. Do you want to be with him/her forever?

 

- InsyaAllah


 

Friendship.

I am fascinated by Shinhwa's friendship. They are known to be the longevity idol in South Korea and they have known each other for 18-19 years. They basically regard each other as brothers and second family.

I want my friendship with HF especially my most close friends to last as long as them and even longer till Jannah InsyaAllah. However, one of the reasons to them knowing each other not only on the outside but on the inside as well is due to them living and working together for a few years. This is not possible to me and HF but I know they know me well as well since we've (some of us) known each other since primary.

 

Furthermore, when asked what was their secret to their longevity, Dongwan answered that is was respect whereby they respect each other and accept them just the way they are without asking them to change their traits to fit in with their respective taste. I find this true as my close friends particularly know of my personality and doesn't complain about them and embrace me just the way I am and I too embrace them just the way they are.

 

Here's a shout out to my HF sisters and my close friends who I wouldn't want to part with; Afiqah, Zahra, Aisyah and Syukrina. I hope we stay friends for a long time and be there for each other always. May our friendship lasts till Jannah InsyaAllah Ameen.
Love you girls xoxo

To: You

This is my reply to you then, now and InsyaAllah in the future

Still my no.1 even though you're gone
Love's still burning strong feel I can't move on
Seems I've lost my way. Things just ain't the same
How I wish I'd stayed close to you

I know the rainy days ain't over when I think of you
I know I'm not out of this storm yet cause I'm feeling blue
When you see me in my reflection looking back at you
I'm just trying to say

 Chorus

I'm still missing you
Like the storm misses the rain
Like a warm summers day
I'll be missing you always
I'm still breathing you
Like you're here in my arms
Like you're not even gone
Will I feel like this always?
Cause I'm still missing you

Thought I wanted out, too young to be tied down
Things seem clearer now
Should have stayed some how
Hope it's not too late
Could I just try explain
Wish I could heal the pain caused to you

I know the rainy days ain't over when I think of you
I know I'm not out of this storm yet cause I'm feeling blue
When you see me in my reflection looking back at you
I'm just trying to say

 I'm still missing you
Like the storm misses the rain
Like a warm summers day
I'll be missing you always
I'm still breathing you
Like you're here in my arms
Like you're not even gone
Will I feel like this always?
Cause I'm still missing you

I know the rainy days ain't over when I think of you
I know I'm not out of this storm yet cause I'm feeling blue
When you see me in my reflection looking back at you
I'm just trying to say